You find yourself going through every single piece of information like you are about to find out the cure for cancer. There are no boundaries anymore.
You once found something you were not supposed to, something that should never have existed in the first place and all of the sudden your reliability fades away, there's not even a little bit left behind.
Doubts, doubts and more doubts.
No matter what you're told, no matter what you're given the assurance you used to have is not there anymore. Everyone is a possibility and nothing else is safe.
You came after someone, someone truly important even if it's said otherwise. You came when there was story already and things don't always adapt as easily as you want them to.
You can pretend you have changed, you can even try to find a reasonable explanation for everything, one that if repeated several times sounds like truth. Though even if you do, none of this is enough, not anymore.
Once you believed that it was meant to be. What if it is not? What if you're missing something? Perhaps all those doubts had a reason to exist. Perhaps they were just delusions.
Perhaps she was not insane.
Maybe he just couldn't see it the way she did.
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